Our mind comprises both the heart and the consciousness.
The heart is sometimes referred to as the "Monkey Mind" (心猿). This is
because the heart contains feelings and emotions, it is restless,
unstable and always seek attention. It has potential energies that are
always waiting to be released.
The consciousness is sometimes referred to as the "Horse Mind" (意馬).
It is a dynamic energy of thought, knowing and awareness. It can be
thought of as a kinetic energy.
The heart needs the consciousness to bring out its feelings and
emotions or releasing its potential energies; that is when feelings and
emotions are effectively experienced at consciousness level.
The heart has a strong energy that attracts and charges the
consciousness with the polarity of its prevailing energy. You can
think of it as the monkey that is always chasing after the horse in
order to jump on its back and ride on it (心猿意馬).
When you are feeling angry, that means the energy of anger has ride on
your consciousness. The energy of anger is always in your heart; only
when it rides on your consciousness do you experience or feel the
anger.
Knowing this is important because you can then explain the awareness of
your feelings and emotions even while you are experiencing it because
your consciousness (horse) is not your emotion (monkey).
The monkey can be agitated in two ways; when it sees a horse and it get
excited, or when it gets really excited by itself and start looking
for horses.
The monkey sees the horse and gets excited is when any of your five
senses triggers the emotions in your heart (example, you see, hear,
smell, taste or touch something that makes you angry, sad, jealous,
greedy, etc).
The monkey gets excited by itself and start looking for horses is when
your emotions are overwhelming and eventually determine the perception
of what you see, hear, smell, taste or touch. So when you are jealous,
whenever your see, hear, smell, taste or touch will make you more
jealous.
Things are not so simple. Each time a monkey rides on a horse, it
makes the monkey stronger and more skilled at riding horses later. In
other words the potential energy that charges the kinetic energy will
be feed back into the potential energy and making it more dominant and
strong.
Another discovery is that our consciousness - the horse, has direct
relationship with our mental strength (神). If your mental strength is
low, your horse is slow that makes it easier for the monkey to jump on
top and ride on it. So when you are lack of sleep or when you are
exhausted or sick, you tend to be more emotional.
And hence the saying, "cast the heart aside - 制心於一處", meaning you need
to isolate your feelings and emotions and let it not surface to the
consciousness. As and when feelings ride on your consciousness, be
aware and cast it aside immediately, i.e. do not react on it and let it
go immediately. Do not chase a second thought of emotion and do not
entertain the flow of emotional thought, drop it instantly.
This is why meditation is important because you are training your mind
to be aware of your consciousness and you are learning to let go of
sticky thoughts all the time while in meditation. As time goes by, you
learn how to identify consciousnesses that arise from the heart and
isolate or ignore these. You will have less distraction from the mind
and will be able to focus deeper and longer on the object of meditation
and develop concentration.
When you have strong concentration, you can control your consciousness
and your mind becomes strong and powerful. This allows you to
contemplate on things and understand the reality which have so far been
clouded by your heart. This is how wisdom is developed.
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